Month: September 2017

  • Prevailing

    One small mountain, One endless road. A never ending job, A slightly too heavy load. One upwards climb, One foot in front of the other. Showing up on time, Showing the strength of a mother.  If you have the will to overcome, If you have the fortitude,  You still may not succeed, but You have […]

  • Friday

    Friday is the crescendo of the week for the average worker bee,  who has the 9-5, Monday to Friday gig. While not every worker has this luxury,  it has a thrill for the average person. Dating back to our formative years from k to 12,  we grow up looking forward to our ‘days off’, whatever […]

  • The beast in the cage

    The pet of dread is back, Seemingly out of nowhere, But I always know it lurks, waiting for its moment   It pounces suddenly, out of a good day, Creeping inside and twisting, Making doubts rise up again Did I do the right thing? Was something overlooked? My concience berates me, continually uncertain. My memories […]

  • Anticipation 

    Once again I’m in the storm before the calm, waiting for things to move onwards.  I’m stuck in the middle where I anticipate big things. I’m at the end of editing for my first book baby, eager to polish it until it shines and send it out into the world to sink or swim.  I’m […]

  • Harvest 

    Yellowed leaves crumbling, dry cracked ground packed tightly. Weeds choke out the smaller plants, but the hardy push through, ignoring their competition. The true bounty hides underneath, waiting for the harvest  to elevate it to glory, Roots stretched deep,  absorbing life from below. Beets, carrots, and potatoes, hidden within the ground,  nourishing and silent.  Worth […]

  • The rules

    Kids are amazing creatures, full of so many questions and emotions, living their lives with such honesty, before we teach them otherwise.  My little boy is a feral being, who laughs deeply and screams like a panther when cornered.  He throws bricks when full of rage, and gives the biggest and most honest hugs with […]

  • September Long

    September long weekend,  summer days slipping away. Children laughing in the sun, priceless golden heads shining. I feel a chill descend as the sun  slips away, knowing that it’s only days until frost fills the morning air. Family surrounding us,  good food, good company,  good conversation. Clouds hide the sun and my smile  Soon they […]

  • Sugar free September 

    I haven’t slept well this week. I’ve got too much going on upstairs. I’m not sure if a squirrel got into to my cerebral cortex, but it’s been non-stop chatter in there for days now. Between family, opening a new business, and trying to be creative while still meeting all my obligations,  it’s no wonder […]

  • Fall memories

    September is here. Today I saw pumpkin spice lattes for sale again, a sure sign that fall is coming.  I walked out of work to step on the familiar crunch of yellowed leaves, curled and wrinkled on the sidewalk, and felt a strange happiness suffuse my soul. I texted my mother, and our conversation turned […]

  • August 31st

    Another milestone, left behind in my rear view mirror. I watched as it passed without fanfare or excitement,  Another day in a string of days, the last day of another month. I dressed with the weight of change on my shoulders, pressing down slightly, asking if I knew what I was doing. I brushed it […]